I chose my punishment

Many years ago when they were quite young, was the last time I saw my two beautiful grandchildren.  They are now in their 20's.  My crime?  As their parents divorced, I sided with my ex son in-law.  Yes.  My heart has been broken, but I'd do it again.  I would like them to hear 'my truth'.  I've passed into my eighties so they and I may never get the chance to have peace.  They are beautiful, always in my heart and I will never stop loving them.........................marge