Me

I am wandering mindlessly in this world.  I wait for fantastic doors to open to anywhere (good and special, nothing or no one else need apply) on a daily, no hourly basis.  Getting into the car, no goal in mind, answering the phone, opening my emails, checking who rang the door bell, stopping at a garage sale, waiting for that something 'special'.  When a small or larger 'special' happens, sadly, it's short lived, or so it seems.  Is there a permanent fix?  No.  That's why we keep trying.  Enthusiasm wanes, or is this what we call Depression?  Goals are all around us.  I just don't know where or how to look........................marge